What do you call the moment when you graduate high school and got a loooooooooooooong holiday  but you didn't go anywhere and got nothing to do because your parents are so busy to prepare your need for university and your sister going to junior high and your very own wi-fi at home just give it damn quota from midnight until noon and your boyfriend is too busy with his university thingy and when he got the time to actually chat with you trough the phone and he prefer to watch movies by himself and actually say that he doesn't want to chat with you because he doesn't want to reply your short but many messages?

Yeah. Hell.

there are many words that being left unsaid, 
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