What do you call the moment when you graduate high school and got a loooooooooooooong holiday  but you didn't go anywhere and got nothing to do because your parents are so busy to prepare your need for university and your sister going to junior high and your very own wi-fi at home just give it damn quota from midnight until noon and your boyfriend is too busy with his university thingy and when he got the time to actually chat with you trough the phone and he prefer to watch movies by himself and actually say that he doesn't want to chat with you because he doesn't want to reply your short but many messages?

Yeah. Hell.

there are many words that being left unsaid, 
Blue

I'm a freak, I know.

I'm the kind of girl :
who ask the kerak telor seller to make it without the "kerak"
who ask penjual es podeng to just give me the es with susu kental manis/meses
yang cuma ngabisin es+sirup and leave the fruit behind in es buah
who only allowed the dishes yang pedes+asin, BIG NO to manis/asem
yang males hanging out in the mall for hours just sit and talk in starbucks/j.co, etc.
who until now males hang out with girls to do windowshopping for hours and just buy 1 or worst, nothing.
who will go straight to bookstore and reading komik berjam-jam until my mom ask me to leave.
who doesn't go with the trend and just wear yang nyaman aja buat gue. That's t-shirt and jeans, sometimes with boys jacket.
who prefer rambut gelombang urakkan than sraight hair like there's nothing I can do with it. Just. Straight.
who will toss all the chance to eksis that come to me, if it doesn't go with my way.
who can do everything, but master nothing.

Well. This is me.

there are many words that being left unsaid, 
Blue

Keri Smith Books!

Oh My God!
I'm craving for Keri Smith boooooooooooks! *drools
This is some of the my-wishlist-books-that-I-gotta-have

The Pocket Scavenger 

Finish This Book 

 Wreck This Journal: To Create is to Destroy (Paperbag)

Wreck This Journal: To Create is to Destroy , Now With Even More Ways To Wreck

This Is Not A Book 

Wreck This Journal: To Create is to Destroy 

How to be an Explorer of the World

Mess: The Manual of Accidents and Mistakes 

Wreck This Journal: To Create is to Destroy (Duct Tape)

Wreck This Journal: To Create is to Destroy (Red)

The Guerilla Art Kit

The Non-Planner Datebook

Living Out LOUD

Tear Up This Book!

So, anyone can tell me where can I get this book in Jakarta/Depok ?
Especially for the Wreck This Journal edition, The Guerilla Art Kit, and Living Out LOUD?
It's much better if someone give one of these books as a gift. Teehee :P
I really am need to save my allowance to spend on these books. Eventhough, my parents doesn't give me any allowance on holiday. *sob*

there are many words that being left unsaid,  

Blue

Hol(y)day!

Hola!
Imma back to holiday land! Woohoooooo!
Now, I'm  officially what do you call "pengangguran" because I already graduate high school but haven't attend university yet.


Lucky me, that I don't have to struggle with those study books for a moment. Unfortunately, I still can't calm yet because of this issue with my former school.
I already got 2 universities in my hand, with different majors.
1. Business in Prasetiya Mulya
2. Computer Science in University of Indonesia

If you ask me which one I choose, I'd definitely say that I will go with the business one.
But I think my school wouldn't let me, because I got the one in UI with ppkb. And of course if I reject it, it will cost a major trouble to my school.

I hope they'll let me though :(
It's like, it's not fair. This is my future and I can't decide it on my own? sob

there are many words that being left unsaid, 
Blue