Senior year!

  UN is coming to town in less than 2 weeks!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
And many thing distract me from studying such as:
1. Trip to bali with SAPTADAKARA (my batch's name in SHS)
2. Test at Prasetiya Mulya (My last chance for business)
3. SNMPTN and PPKB results
4. School stuffs
And everything are related to money and my parents which make me FREAKIN OUT RIGHT NOW!!!

I want to cry like I used to everytime I got stressed out, but right now I can't.
I just want everything going slowly as it could. Better, everything going according to my plans.

In this moment of time, I'm so grateful that many people still encouraging me.
At least I know that they do care, not just two-faces-people who I think they're better just go rotten in hell.

But still, I can't make them to understand my situation completely.
My boyfie is so busy right now in the middle of midterm test and my friends as busy as myself thinking about college and stuffs.

I think I have to pray a lot just like Mr. Max say before. Maybe that's the reason I still feel uncomfortable and can't think clearly about this situation.


And I already decide what to do for next week.
Go to TA to play ice skating and then play pokemon in laptop.
Yeay, me !






there are many words that being left unsaid, 
Blue